section?

feeling quite down now...

i just don't know that did i belong to that section..

what is a section for?

to prac together,to play with,to talk with,to have fun with......

bt then why am i not included?...

i love band...

today is the last day of school,

last day i m going to see my sec4 seniors in hongzi...

last day of being a junior,

last day of sec1,

last day at school this year.....

Many things happened this year...

from me entering nanyang,

to be in 101,

to go to NYCB and to love nycb,

to cope with my homeworks,

to know so many other friends and seniors like clarissa,joy,clarice....

it's fun to spent time together everyday,

to comfort and help each other...

i m glad that i've came to nanyang,

to come to know that i am not good enough compared with others..

to know that i should always listen to others..

to cheer for each other,

to learnt that we must get opportunities to do things by ourselves..

to know that it's hard to get people to follow what you say...

BUT i also made alot of friends..

special thanks to those who helped me alot...

CLARISSA..

who always be by my side and to comfort,cheer me up everytime i m sad. For motivating me in doing everything and also encouraging me...i still wanna be ur junior nxt year!!haha..

CHIA WEI...

to be a nice nice angel that always write letter to me..hehes

ESTHER...

For being so mother-ly and to always shout at me to go to bath, to leave me alone for me to calm down at times that i needda be alone...

JOY...

who helped me alot in percs and being such a caring senior..

SHENG...

for caring bout me n encouraging me..

MAX...

for always cheering me up..hehe

JACLYN..

for always being a good motivator..i like ur straight foward-ness

SIEW RONG...

for always hearing me crapping every time at band and to help me in percs too!

JIA YI(LOH)...

for being a nice roommate of mine...hope that we will continue our nice nice friendship next year and sorry!><

CLARICE..

for always chatting with me..i just find u very nice and unique..

MRS SHIRLEY LEE..

for being my nice guardian and to care for us and to love us and to cook tasty food for us..

it's sad that u will nt be our guardian next year..=(

SU AN...

who called me to work hard on my eupho and i always followed what she ask me to do

(i don't know why..maybe my ex-section have all sort of crazy people?haha)

MS CHONG...

for conducting nycb and never scolding me when i played badly or wrongly...

PEI AN..

for saying so much 人生大道理 to me and to play basket ball with me..

YUXIN & JIAHUI..

for 包容this annoying friend and to let me drag away ur lovely clarissa senior..haha

CHERYL HO..

for spending time together..haha..

CECILIA..

for being a nice friend of mine with a big big bright sun-shiny smile on ur face everytime u see me!

(sorry,don't know what adjectives this is..)

VAL & MEIAN

for being crazy all the time and to even wave at me that made me feel 安慰 because even though i m nt in the same section as they edi,they still greet me..hehe

SHERYL & RAE..

for encouraging me sometimes..hehes..

CHERMAIN...

for always saying hi to me when ever you see me...

KAY YUN & TABBY...

for always willing to help others..

MICHELLE & JOEY..

for tapping on my head and pulling my pony tail..LOLS

CHARLOTTE & CELINE

for being nice SLs...

And lastly...

NYCB!!!

for being a motivation for me to continue working hard in nanyang and to know so many friends and seniors..

and also those who i left out...

thanks for ur guidance and care for me throughout this year...

band

ponyo!!legend!!

these are awesome songs!!!

haha..

today have band..

ms chong came back edi..

played legend and ponyo..

ponyo is nice..=)

especially when i get go play the tambourine..

legend is nice too,

just that i cant play it well,

too bad..=p

quite of adopted to my new section edi..

bt then still very nt use to it..

will try my best though..

going home soon,

holiday coming soon..

i miss home now..

problems..

 I HATE THEM
WHY CAN THEY JUST TAKE AWAY MY $40 FOR NO HELL REASON WHEN I DIDN'T ATTEND REMEDIAL AND I GAVE MY MC TO TEACHER EDI?!?!?!
WHY SHARYN,WHO IS ON COMPETITION ON THE SAME DAY AS ME AND GIVE HER REASON TO TEACHER ON SEPTEMBER AND YET SHE DOESN'T NEED TO GIVE A SINGLE CENT WHEN I GAVE MY MC JUST AFTER JUNE HOLIDAY?!?!?!
IS THIS WORLD SO UNFAIR?!?!!
THAT'S MY MONEY AND NOT MY PARENTS' MONEY LEH,
HOW CAN I EVEN EARN $40 SO EASILY?
AND EVEN THE MISCELLANIOUS AND CCA FEE ARE GIVEN BY MYSELF
ONE YEAR COST $1100 AND THAT'S HALF OF MY SCHOLARSHIP'S POCKET MONEY
WTH IS WITH THIS "SCHOOL"

eoy coming...

sorry for not posting for a long time..

EOY coming...

feel ver ystress yet no mood to study...
joy,rie they all went to shanghai edi,

no one to teach me percs..=(

my percs skill still very very bad,

need to put in alot of effort to catch up,

maybe i even need one year or more to catch up?..

yesterday band room was open,

me,clarissa,jac,clarice,mei an and jane are in..=)

played with my sticks,

but dont get a chance to play eupho...

thanks clarissa for everything..

checked my CA2 mark today,

get B3or B4 for history and LA..T_T

i am very bad in LA ..=(

miss malaysia and my pri school friends..

hope that they will get good result for exam.=)

shalll stop here..bye..

...

suddenly i felt so insecure..
i found out that many people are reading my blog..

i feel restricted..

i cant post anything i like edi..=(..

how?..

maybe i shld lock password..

Sticks..

Now my life is like full of sticks..-.-

drumsticks(not chicken drumsticks kay

is the wood that drumstick..-.-)

that day Joy tought me for an hour..

Learnt something,

but i thikn i will forget it very very soon if didnt have band prac..=x

sorry joy!!

after school rechel talked to me..

not i also not sure where i want to stay at..

if they want me in eupho,

i also duno what to do..

because i think i've forgotten many many things about eupho edi..

i can even play jac's eupho well now..omg..-.-

for percussion still ok ba..

got many many space for improving so nevermind.

i got 1 feeling that dont know why i feel more like staying in percussion..

(sorry euphos and those who want me back to brass section><..

not because i dont like you all..=(

just that i really dunno what to do edi..

can they just give me an answer?..

what i think,

after FOA even if i go back to eupho,

i needda start all over again,

because i will forgot most of the keys n stuffs like that..

maybe even dont know how to pitch the high and low notes?..

If like that,

better if i continue staying in percussion..

hope that they wont change me to other sections again..

i dont wish to be the best in the section,

as long as i knw how to play, not to keep changing section then can le..

hope everything will be fine..

why are there so many things happening?

i tried to be happy,

as jaclyn have said..

but i just cant help to be sad...

what happened?!?!

first is i go into percussion because ms chong said so..

she said that percussion not enough people to perform so put me in..

then i had to go in percussion..

it's not the start of the year,

how could i just catch up with them?

i cant even hit the tempo correctly..

then,they said that they found people for foa edi..

so what am i doing in percussion?

i most probably not performing in FOA..

then why dont let me go back to eupho?

i tried hard to convince myself to "try" joining percussion

(i am not really given a choice,

even they said that let's "try" for a day first)

not they said that i am most probably not performing for foa..

then what's the use for putting me into percussion..

so sad...

jityee needs to be quiet for a long while now..

hope that i can think it through..